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In this sense of loss and emptiness that i feel,,,,~ I miss myself . . .


M i s s i n g . . .

Journal Entry: Tue Aug 7, 2012, 3:35 PM
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I feel tired ..mentally & physically, not to mention how disturbed i'm emotionally ,,
i walk around with a poker face, faking a smile, a laugh, ,,but in the end of the day i don't know what to feel what the hell is wrong with me!,,,,

I've lost interest in so many things; shopping, hanging out with friends and family, newspapers, Twitter lol, and for some reason i can't have a good sleep, so many nightmares and less sleeping hours..
I've got my B.Sc in Electrical Engineering last year and now i have a job, I still have many goals to achieve,... it's been a while now yet this emptiness didn't go away.. It seems like i can't enjoy my life anymore and I've come to realize that life would never be perfect..

Sometimes i ask myself what kind of happiness am i looking for?? Wealth! Comfort? Love! .....
I feel like i'm an A list actress, acting like i'm alive, but in my own reality i'm just a walking doll..i'm lost,, there's something Missing in my heart, and my soul..and i just can't figure out what it is, and what to do ..


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  • Reading: nothing
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  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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ShySeishuro Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2014
Happy B-Day! (^-^)/
Shiya-na-chan Featured By Owner Oct 27, 2013   Traditional Artist
:party:HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!:party:
hope you had a wonderful day and successful life ahead!

PS:dream of Acchan tonight~;p
EngAbby Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013
Awww shiyana chan :hug: thank you sweetness i had a great birthday ^^ 

P.S. I dream about him every night hehe :love:
Shiya-na-chan Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2013   Traditional Artist
awesome to hear that^^:hug:

oh that's great!:D
you lucky girl:giggle:
Momo587 Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hi there you've been meeee!!
Send one to all your friends who you think deserve a hug (which, hopefully includes the person who sent it to you)!!

You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop and think!!!

If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!

If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends

If you receive this back 2 times, you're off to a good start! (Unless you sent it to yourself! That's cheating!)

If you receive this back 3 times, you're a good friend.

If you receive this back 4 times, you're truly loved as a friend!!



Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away
xXHizumi-loverXx Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2012  Student Photographer
Thank you very much for the fav! :iconredbullglompplz:
Shiya-na-chan Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012   Traditional Artist
thank you so much 4 faving my works dear^^
i really appreciate it:D
EngAbby Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012
you're welcome sweetness :hug:
Shiya-na-chan Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2012   Traditional Artist
Momo587 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You've been Tagged ;p
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